Is this a symptom to go to a shrink?
I feel very weird.
I’m married and i sometimes get this burst of anger out of nowhere.
I feel pushed around by my husband and he doesn’t seem to want to understand why i’m angry at him.
goes way back and i think i’ve keep everything inside and they are starting to boil…
first of all, my mother in law really nearly drove me insane,
she accused me of MIGHT cheating on my husband (this she said to him in private and various other stuff, but my husband always tells me everything)
i caught her spying on us while having sex but i couldn’t prove it cause it was actually the next day when she tossed me out of bed and took the sheets and jammed them in the washing machine, while the sheets were fresh. So she knew we had sex even if it was at 4 in the morning and we didn’t even breathe during it.
she called me second class woman for not having a degree. My husband is a doctor, so in her book i’m unworthy
his grandma told him to beat me when i couldn’t remember if we had 5 or 6 suitcases with us, atleast at that comment he got furious and shouted at her.
he did nothing about the rest.
we planned our wedding in march, we had it in our plans for months and suddently his grandma said that that date is all souls day, so it isn’t proper due to religious things. he said to postpone, no matter what i did, i couldn’t change his mind. and the cherry of that, we went to my cousins wedding >_>
each time i say we need to do something way X he says it needs to be done way Y, and 90% way X was the right way. But still, i’m not heard..
it’s like im deprived of my rights in my home. He seems to get angry when we’re playing a game, i feel like he’s turning everything to be my fault. He once stepped on my foot and told me to watch where i put my foot, i mean seriously…
and now, i have these images of me beating him up, or throwing stuff, or yelling at him so loud my head is going to explode, that i’m throwing him out of the house, that he’s down and i’m kicking him in the ribs and that kind of violent nature.
he makes me angry so much i feel the back of my neck crawl.
but everything goes away once i see him when he returns from work..
do i need a shrink? can all this anger damage me or my mentality?
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Sweetie you don’t need a shrink yet but if you don’t do something about your situation you will need one or a funeral director after your stroke.
You need relationship counselling because the the marriage is not healthy at the moment. Your husband needs to realise that he is married to you not his family and that they need to show you some respect.
God luck
Honey, you do not need a shrink there is nothing wrong with you and don’t you dare let his family convince you otherwise. You need to sit him down and lay it all on the table, basically tell him if you want us to have a life together then it has to be a two way street and it is not fair to you that you should have to take all this bullshit from his side of the family when you have done nothing wrong. Nothing is wrong with you. And yes this anger is not good for you.