insecurity problems destroying relationship, maybe cheating boyfriend, help?
So, I have this problem with feeling ugly all the time. My boyfriend is so prefect that it scares me he’ll find someone else because I’m not beautiful enough… We’ve been together for nine months now and we’ve been planning out our future, which is coming at us so quickly. We’ve planned out our careers, where we’re going to college, ect… I’m afraid I’ll lose it all just for the simple fact I’m ugly. We’re so in love, well he says he’s in love w/ me, but I’m in love w/ him. It’ll be hard if I lose him. He tells me I’m beautiful all the time and how I’m the most gorgeous girl alive, how no ones more perfect, how I should be a model… How I have a beautiful personality, how I have a huge heart, how I’m so nice to everyone which makes me even more beautiful… blah blah blah… That stuff is so sweet and nice! & I appreciate it so much and it does cheer me up, however at the end of the day I’m back to being scared.
I have this HUGE hatred for his ex’s Ashley and Kathryn… They text him all the time! They keep in touch with him! Supposedly he doesn’t reply/answer to them though. Hm… I’m getting fed up. I feel as if he still wants them b/c I’m not pretty enough.
I had a conversation w/ his ex Kathryn a couple months ago b/c she send him nudes. I told her a whole bunch of stuff and she said this,
"It’s not my fault you’re boyfriend comes to me ’cause he says he’s lonely & plus he asked for the pictures. You can have your cheating boyfriend! You say he’s faithful but obviously he’s not. It makes me mad when girls being cheated on don’t realize it or in denial. I want to beat your a ss right now. He doesn’t love you, or even like you, he never even mentions you. I actually just found out he had a g/f."
That hurt and I didn’t know what to believe, I thought she was jealous of our relationship, then I thought it was true, I have so many mixed feelings.
Anyways I need help! Am I overreacting? Do I have anything to worry about? How can I get over this?… I’ve put up w/ this for too long now…
If you’re curious, here’s me:
http://i1020.photobucket.com/albums/af329/mexicana_022/Photo0175jpg.jpg
Here’s him:
http://i1020.photobucket.com/albums/af329/mexicana_022/imagejpeg_2jpeg-2.jpg
Honestly it doesn’t matter if you think I’m pretty, or even if I think it. Right now, it’s about what he thinks, which is why I’m worried.
YES I AM DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT THIS.
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Youre beautiful, dump him.
Honestly I was thinking you were talking about your boyfriend being ugly. You are very pretty. Accept the fact that he is dating you. Personally I would go up and talk to him about it. I would be worried if I was him thinking you would find someone better.
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