For the past several months I have really not been myself. I worry excessively about everything. I worry that I have cancer or a disease. Everytime I get in a car I worry about having a car accident. Anytime I get an ache or pain I worry that it is actually a symptom of a larger problem like something is wrong with me. I worry a lot about death, about my children dying or my husband. I will constantly worry that my husband is lying to me or cheating or planning on leaving me (He has never done anything to justify this, btw) I feel like I can’t trust anybody. If we have guests in the house I worry about leaving my children alone in the same room with them. I have started waking up in the middle of the night to make sure my children are breathing. I have been unable to sleep. I thought I had post partum depression but my youngest just turned 1. I think it’s a little late for that. All this worry is starting to control my life. There are days where I snap or am moody b/c of it. Any ideas?
Thanks everyone, I looked up ocd and found out I have several of the characteristics. I don’t have insurance, and I’m not sure hoe to go about finding a therapist I don’t even have a personal doctor. (I’m also too afraid to go to the doctor because I’m terrified they will find something wrong with me) Ah.. this is hard.

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