How long does this depression last after a spouse dyies?

Im 30, my wife was only 29. We where married for 8.5 years and where the model couple. We where both eachothers 1st love and everything. She died in her sleep with much surprise to all of us. We suspected her of having bulimeia for years but she hid it well. After she had passed..i found out she had been cheating with another man for 6 years. Its been 4 months now..and im still 100% a wreck inside.

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