Military people, How would you feel if your spouse cheated on you?

Well to make a long story, short I have been cheating my my marine wife through out her whole deployment with her close friend. I have had a really wild time with her and well it cost money to do thing, basically I have spent her entire saving and her paychecks on her friend. I just do not know how to explain I spent her money on a relationship with her friend. What do I say to her? Is there anything I can do to make it feel better. There is no way I can pay her back because I have no job and I spent 25 thousand so I do not know what to do.

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