i think my girlfriend cheated on me?

ok so heres the story….i been going out with this girl for a year and 7 months now and…shes always been loyal….but turns out i fonud out something but everytime a dig deeper in to it it turns out being bigger than it was….

1st i found out she talked to her x one day and an old friend on the phone…she says it was only one time…i believed her…1 day later i tell her if its ok if i look at her call log list …she has a phone plan with me…

2. she confeses and tells me shes been talking to her x on the phone for 5 months but nothing ever happen….supposebly she says he begged for her number so they could be friends…(her x)….and she said no but after a wile she said ok and they talked till 3 am at least 3 times a week when she was "sleeping"…i forgave her but i told her if she ever lies to me agai im goonna loose that trust and are relationship is done..but after all this hiden lies i did los trust…

3rd i call her x to conffront him to not call my girrl and he wants to talk all this crap and tell me that hes gonna kick my *** and ****…but nothing ever happen….well he ends up being cool about it but tells me that shes been having his number and that she begged him to talk on the phone texting him at 3 in the morning…..and he syas that hes not gonna tell me anything cuz he doesnt want to get in this whole mess….as in he knows alot but doent wanna tell me…he called her a cheater but i dont know wether to believe it or not…

i dont know what to do i gave her chances to tell me evrything but it just wont all come out….she said she was scared of losing me…i cn tell she really loves me but..i really do love her but i just wished i knew every thing that happen…oh and the go to the same comunity college………what should i do…i dot know if ill ever be able to trust her again…and i lost respect and trust from her..and i think some love for her too…

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